2.10.04 . 2:23 PM

Im disappointed. After reading this pri sch fren's blog (huiling), i feel so happy for her but at the same time felt that im so useless. She've got 10 for her prelims L1R5. With that score she can go Vj, Tj and other gd JCs. Im so envious of her. I think I gonna get a score of 14 and above. So useless. Which good JCs i can go with that score? I pray for a miracle. Actually I am worried about my humans results. Im confident about the rest. Why must humans be included?? So stupid. I can get a VERY low L1R4 but a TOWERING HIGH L1R5? What is this? Hinting me to go Poly? yEah.. I've got the hint. Thanks but this is not my choice. I would really want to go to either Vj or TJ. I fear. Fear of the day the results are released. Can i retake my prelims? Or rather just the SS paper? I don't want to take Lit again because I know I've done my best and i will get good results for Lit. If even Lit i cannot do well, I surely will get a fail for humans. And surely even add a 9 to my L1R4. Thats bad. Now i hoping for more than half the level to fail. To add on, they fail badly. In this way, they would moderate about more than 10 marks. So i will have a chance to pass my humans. I also hope tat english would be moderated up 2 grades. So i will have more points to accomodate my humans. Haiz. I feel useless. I cant do well for prelims. First three months are critical you know. Can i not take back my results? Tantamount to escaping.